Living Within

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"Living Within" ist der härteste und wohl persönlichste Song, den ich je geschrieben habe. Wir alle gehen manchmal durch harte Zeiten. Wie man diese durchlebt, ist von Person zu Person sehr unterschiedlich. In letzter Zeit hatte ich oft schwierige Phasen und mir hilft schon mein ganzes Leben eines - Musik. Anstatt großer Worte lasse ich dieses Mal den Text für mich sprechen. Die Welt ist verrückt und wir müssen unser Bestes geben, um es nicht selbst zu werden. Rede darüber. Du bist nicht alleine. Emil

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Ohhhhh....
Take it away from me

Disordered, exhausted
Deep down inside this hole
Bending till i'm breaking
Never been this lost before
I always try to keep my head up high
To take a look on the bright sides
But I'm runnin' round in circles now
This time i don't find my way out
A darkness crawls inside, eating me alive

It's always been part of me
But i've never felt this way
Slowly getting crushed by all this negativity
This clouds won't go away
I feel the preasure day by day
Hiding in the shadows
Till it comes out late at night, when i'm alone

Yeah!
Something cruel that's living within

Something cruel that's triggering the other side
In the back of my mind
It's been trying bleed me dry
Physically and mental
My bodie's not a temple
Nowhere to run and hide
Is this gonna be the burden now for my whole life?
A parasite longing for my own demise
When the darkness takes control, who is gonna save my soul?

It's always been part of me
But i've never felt this way
Slowly getting crushed by all this negativity
This clouds won't go away
I feel the preasure day by day
Hiding in the shadows
Till it comes out late at night, when i'm alone

I've never felt this way...
I've never felt this way and I'm afraid
For the panic to set in, yeah
The next attack

Do you feel the same or
Have you ever felt my pain?
Will it ever go away
Before it's making me insane?
Always by my side
I won't give in without a fight
And present under my skin
But I refuse to let the devil win, yeah

Yeah!
Something cruel that's living within

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released November 19, 2021

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